to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but i respect your search

really i want the internet

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no longer writing in the third person

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

the site i am dreaming

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.