theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like first name

i have read not even 1 book

lol

i love it here

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

feel you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

idk

bro i read nothing in my life

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

barren land

i really havent

propensity within someone

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf abrar

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

send your tumblr

your feed looks like my tumblr

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

have you read

division of reality is straying away from it

i want to do that too

we can only engage in such a way

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like magnets

what do you mean


the site i am dreaming

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

bro i read nothing in my life

abrar?

2 (actually index). two is company

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

plato

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then