so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression




no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Can I see

I am below everything.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Better Lift

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Worse Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever