yeah
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
isaac newton
plato
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
whats your name?
barren land
its good
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
ion
what do you think my name is
bro i read nothing in my life
thank you
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
have you read
which magnetises chains of pins
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
was it worth it
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
lol
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
ahnaf abrar
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
magnetises a pin