way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like magnets

ion

I am below everything.

feel you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i want to do that too

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

its good

propensity within someone

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

plato

yeah

abrar?

we need to be deconstructing our identities

isaac

whats your name?

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

its good short few pages

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i was tempted to lie about my name