like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Today I felt like starting
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
plato
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
yeah
hiding from the rain
like first name
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
i was tempted to lie about my name
abrar?
i love it here
i really havent
"Put a blanket."
is this you as well
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
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