propensity within someone

Worse Lift


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter


currently

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50



the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

yes

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

hiding from the rain

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative

kind of mythopoesis

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

13, H, grate

all that is to say