but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

yeah

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

lol

lol yea

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is everyoneback on tumblr now

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

sorry i am texting like a slav

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

its good

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i understand

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

god being the centre magnet

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

December 2025

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

isaac