The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i want to do that too

abrar?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

the site i am dreaming

we need to be deconstructing our identities

was it worth it

i really havent

what do you think my name is

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

was it worth it

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

its good short few pages

no i haven't really read anything

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


its good

It Will Get Lighter



I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.