i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Style

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

13, H, grate

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59