something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create
within and also produce works from.
FOUNDING DOCUMENT
god being the centre magnet
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
It Will Get Lighter
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but
there is only
a dull
ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of
Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or
whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because
they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real
London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice
flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real
London.
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real
life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for
connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires,
vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents
purity, stillness, or emotional coldness,
while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The
unspoken apology indicates
things left unresolved or feelings
that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
no like which do people call me
