it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

but i respect your search

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

13, H, grate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thank you, Jack

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Style

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

2 (actually index). two is company

I Write Goodbye Letter

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wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.