There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

IWGD

as in

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

not their contents

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

13, H, grate

you have a beautiful account btw

Rain, starting

hiding from the rain

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I am below everything.

kind of mythopoesis

all that is to say

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Can I see