i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

propensity within someone

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

feel you

so an active mazelike process

its performative

like first name

much more tactility

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

was it worth it

sorry i am texting like a slav

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

it is hopeful

Better Lift

not their contents

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

2 (actually index). two is company