I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Lift Analysis

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

is everyoneback on tumblr now

have you read

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

2 (actually index). two is company

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

what do you mean

Thank you, Jack

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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its good

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation