I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
or never left
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
whats your name?
i want to do that too
Can I see
i understand
but really the thing should be autonomous
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
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isaac
autonomy of learning
I am below everything.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Lift Analysis
so the method has to be autonomous
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
currently
My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
it is hopeful