like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

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i love it here

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

...

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


Picture

magnetisation/form

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

isaac newton

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

no like which do people call me

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

hiding from the rain

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

you cannot feed someone truth

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

magnetises a pin