Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

we can only engage in such a way

i dont understand magnetisation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

autonomy of learning

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

lol

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

propensity within someone

send your tumblr

division of reality is straying away from it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

abrar?

it is hopeful

your feed looks like my tumblr

yeah

as in

i have read not even 1 book

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.