Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

really i want the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

IWGD

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Worse Lift

you cannot feed someone truth

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

not their contents

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Today I felt like starting

magnetisation/form

bro i read nothing in my life

i really havent

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

whats your name?

is everyoneback on tumblr now

lol yea

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

no i haven't really read anything

isaac

yeah

lol

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?