After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Style

as in

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i see a website

feel you

god being the centre magnet

lol yea

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Lift Analysis

ahnaf abrar

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

like magnets

i was tempted to lie about my name