i was tempted to lie about my name
hiding from the rain
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Today I felt like starting
no i haven't really read anything
magnetises a pin
Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.
it is hopeful
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
which magnetises chains of pins
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
god being the centre magnet
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me