something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
propensity within someone
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
you have a beautiful account btw
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
December 2025
i was tempted to lie about my name
no longer writing in the third person
brb i will read and reply sincerely
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
division of reality is straying away from it
what do you think my name is
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
we need to be deconstructing our identities