was it worth it


i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

2 (actually index). two is company

not so on: yvf(wthw)

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i dont understand magnetisation

IWGD

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It Will Get Lighter

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

But seriously, thank you, Jack

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Better Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate