no like which do people call me

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

it is hopeful

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

currently

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

much more tactility


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

fw

i dont understand magnetisation

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree. 

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like magnets