that looks like my instagram account
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
you have a beautiful account btw
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
no longer writing in the third person
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Today I felt like starting
it is hopeful
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
magnetisation/form
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
plato
its good short few pages
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
lol
its performative
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
barren land
as in