And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
isaac newton
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
god being the centre magnet
idk
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i want to do that too
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
i understand
hello reader,
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
not their contents
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
its performative
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
no longer writing in the third person
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
magnetisation/form
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
was it worth it