amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
"Put a blanket."
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
like first name
that looks like my instagram account
your feed looks like my tumblr
which magnetises chains of pins
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Better Lift
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
thank you
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
like magnets
i love it here