the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i dont understand magnetisation

Thank you, Jack

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

not their contents

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

currently

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Better Lift

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

It Will Get Lighter

like magnets

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.