we can only engage in such a way
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i understand
Thank you, Jack
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
was it worth it
its performative
you cannot feed someone truth
December 2025
we need to be deconstructing our identities
not their contents
as in
yeah
i really havent
bro i read nothing in my life
"Put a blanket."
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
the site i am dreaming
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
feel you
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet