it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

currently

you have a beautiful account btw

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

"Put a blanket."

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

in a post. I want to be remembered

kind of mythopoesis

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

But seriously, thank you, Jack

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i have read not even 1 book

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like first name

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i love it here