December 2025

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

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wait what is that


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

hiding from the rain

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I Write Goodbye Letter

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

its performative

and the fake qualifier

that looks like my instagram account

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Worse Lift

It Will Get Lighter

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Lift Analysis

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