I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

not their contents

sorry i am texting like a slav

i want to do that too

you cannot feed someone truth

no like which do people call me

its performative

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

ahnaf abrar

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

yeah


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.


its good

we can only engage in such a way

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Rain, starting

I am below everything.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them



The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

feel you


Better Lift

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

wait what is that

isaac newton