I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
"Put a blanket."
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
i dont understand magnetisation
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
lol
not their contents
magnetisation/form
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
division of reality is straying away from it
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
your feed looks like my tumblr
propensity within someone
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
yeah
autonomy of learning
its performative
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
all that is to say