i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

abrar?

bro i read nothing in my life

so an active mazelike process

as in

send your tumblr

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

your feed looks like my tumblr

sorry i am texting like a slav

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

have you read

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

plato

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i understand

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah

thank you

like first name

lol

no like which do people call me

what do you mean

and the fake qualifier

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i love it here

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

not so on: yvf(wthw)

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I Write Goodbye Letter

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.