Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

yeah

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

and the fake qualifier

you have a beautiful account btw

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetises a pin

idk

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its good

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Today I felt like starting

i really havent

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

sorry i am texting like a slav

we can only engage in such a way

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"