I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

lol

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

and the fake qualifier

what do you think my name is

December 2025

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

abrar?

have you read

i love it here

no i haven't really read anything

which magnetises chains of pins

ion

i dont understand magnetisation

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

much more tactility

god being the centre magnet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

It Will Get Lighter

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Slug

your feed looks like my tumblr

send your tumblr

feel you

so the method has to be autonomous