yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i dont understand magnetisation
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion,
and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be
processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your
subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
I Write Goodbye Letter
It Will Get Lighter
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
