i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

kind of mythopoesis

really i want the internet

Thank you, Jack

Better Lift

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Better Lift

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

its good

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

no like which do people call me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

what do you mean

is this you as well

i want to do that too

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

but really the thing should be autonomous