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I Write Goodbye Letter

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?



I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

I am below everything.

i really havent

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

...

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging