you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

...

barren land

i love it here

Slug

what do you mean

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

its good short few pages

whats your name?

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i want to do that too

feel you

i really havent

like magnets

no i haven't really read anything

sorry i am texting like a slav

idk

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i really havent

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

ion

or never left

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I Write Goodbye Letter

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.