Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Style

yes

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Rain, starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

13, H, grate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

all that is to say

feel you

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15


you cannot feed someone truth

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away