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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.


in a post. I want to be remembered

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine


kind of mythopoesis


i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i see a website



to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

all that is to say

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Worse Lift

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Better Lift

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

It Will Get Lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"Put a blanket."
but really the thing should be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

hiding from the rain

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you