Today I felt like starting
okay this is
interesting because pedagogies we
have rn are not proper models
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Style
2 (actually index). two is company
Worse Lift
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Lift Analysis
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually
they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
