its performative

but really the thing should be autonomous

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i see a website

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

really i want the internet

kind of mythopoesis

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

it is hopeful

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

no longer writing in the third person

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Lift Analysis

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation


Thank you, Jack

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.