Today I felt like starting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
really i want the internet
as in
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
not their contents
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i understand
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
i want to do that too
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
that looks like my instagram account
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03