we need to be deconstructing our identities

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter

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and the fake qualifier

i really havent

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i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life

feel you

send link

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

whats your name?

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

lol

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

which magnetises chains of pins

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

ahnaf abrar

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

send your tumblr

no like which do people call me

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging