i am quite illiterate on producing technology

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its performative

really i want the internet

propensity within someone

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you cannot feed someone truth

not their contents

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so at the end

division of reality is straying away from it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

all that is to say

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

as in

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

kind of mythopoesis

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

we can only engage in such a way

but i respect your search

so an active mazelike process

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

13, H, grate


Thank you, Jack



Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?