okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

really i want the internet

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

not their contents

its performative

as in

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

propensity within someone

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

send your tumblr

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

like first name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

feel you

which magnetises chains of pins

Thank you, Jack

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

or never left

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i really havent