was it worth it

yes

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Rain, starting

"Put a blanket."

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

but really the thing should be autonomous


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

fw

have you read

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

its good