the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

bro i read nothing in my life

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

barren land

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

that looks like my instagram account

we can only engage in such a way

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like first name

god being the centre magnet

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

which magnetises chains of pins

all that is to say

you have a beautiful account btw

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

kind of mythopoesis

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

it is hopeful

December 2025

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

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whats your name?

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so the method has to be autonomous

isaac newton